Everlee Grace

I got pregnant with what was supposed to be my last baby. After I had told everyone, I started having cramps and bleeding and went to the hospital and they told me I was in the beginning stages of a miscarriage.

5 days later I lost my little baby. It was one of the worst months of my life.

Why did my body fail me and that baby?

Why did I have to lose that baby when I was so happy?

One month later I ended up pregnant with my rainbow, Everlee Grace ❤️ I was absolutely petrified the whole time; I cried almost daily thinking something was going to go wrong. I sobbed at every ultrasound knowing that her heart was still beating. Anything that happened I bawled over just at the thought of having to go through another loss - I mentally wasn’t able to be happy about it until she was physically out of my body and into my arms 💙 

She made her arrival by C-section on August 10th 2017. I had to be put under for a C-section but the nurses found out she was my rainbow and took so many pictures in the operating room so that I could experience her first breath, her first everything and I will forever thank them for that❤️ 

A rainbow baby is such a blessing and I absolutely adore mine 🌈 she is now almost 4 and is perfect, along with my other two oldest girls 💜